YOU ARE BECOMING BRAVE
When it comes to living bravely, you're learning. You're living much more bravely than you were, but you still want to be more brave. Keep going!
You may not consider yourself brave now, but you are definitely becoming brave. You are actively making choices that are difficult, but worth the results. Learning to live courageously make feel like more steps backwards than forwards, but you are definitely making strides. You may have to start and restart in order to make new, brave habits, but failure is really just collecting information in order to try again. You can live bravely and be confident in all the wonderful things you have to offer. Continue to surround yourself with people who also want to live bravely and you'll be surprised how courageous you can be.